Not Getting My Hopes Up Just Yet....oops....Too Late :/

I think about my possible trip to Serbia almost every second of everyday.  I really hope that this works out.  I tried not to get my hopes up, but I just cannot help it.  I've already read every inch of the informational page on the trip/ e-mailed my professor about it twice/ visited the trips blog about fifty times/ Google mapped each destination of the trip/ and planned out what outfits I am going to wear each day (I know...crazy). Along with all of this craziness, I am planning on getting a job next semester - just so I can pay for the trip.  Complete madness.  This summer is such a short time away.  It is hard to believe that  I could be in Serbia in 5 months.  5 short months.  All that has to happen in that short time period is incredible.  I have to save up money to fund the trip/ get conformation on the trip/ find out my itinerary (for the trip)/ read my scheduled books for the trip/ read the books that I have to read before I embark on my Serbian adventure/ renew my passport.......and the list goes on..............Serbia is so close............yet so far away......